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Thursday, 29 January 2009

  • This is bullshit.

    ... it took someone from the past to draw my attention back to the old issues and what happens, I find truth again... only it's the wrong kind.

    I want to be done.
    ... too much pain.
    ... too much willpower, that I don't have.

Saturday, 03 January 2009

  • Currently
    Twilight Soundtrack
    Decode
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    OK, so I fell behind on the updating front. >.<

    Christmas was alright, got a lot more than ever expected, but I'm not complaining. ^.^ It was slightly interesting though, mom and I discovered some "things" in the photos we had taken. It's almost kind of creepy, because there were always two. Grandma Bea was there and Grandpa Nick was there and mom and I think Grandma Judy and Grandpa Warren were with us, not only were their children present, but their significant others as well... it was strangely comforting after we got over the initial confusion. Make what you will of it,  but mom and I know what we found and what we felt.

    Finished out 2008 and started 2009 with Aaron and his girlfriend it was fun! We were silly, played games, jumped around... Hah (Happy New Year!... By the way). It was the first New Years Eve I've spent at home in a long time, not to mention having two kick ass people to be hyper with!
     
    I've been sick the last couple of days, it's really starting to piss me off, nothing I'm taking is helping, which of course is just irritating!

    Well I guess I am off to work. Ugh, I wish my chest didn't hurt and I could breathe.

Sunday, 21 December 2008

  • Currently
    Bones - The Complete First Season
    By David Boreanaz, Emily Deschanel, Michaela Conlin, Eric Millegan, J Thyne
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    Pure Acetone.

    I realized tonight that I am no good in an intense situation...

    Earlier, I panicked, Why you ask? Not that I really have to give an answer to that, everyone in the damn world already knows I'm one hell of a paranoid fuck. Well back on topic ...it was because I smelled something burning, so I'm in a tizzy running ALL over the house in attempts to find the source, thinking half of my house must be up in flames or something equally tragic. (Which I may add the source turned out to be my fucking space heater... in my own damn bedroom) Point of the tale here is that... I tried to call my mom five or so times, (before I knew the source) but my mind COMPLETELY froze on her number... and when I thought I had speed dial... I was wrong.

    Nice time to freeze Cass!

    Egh, At least there was no REAL fire, that... really could have ended badly, if it ended at all.

    Just for the record, this freezing up thing happens to be consistent with my past... I should work on this.

    You know, secretly my neighbors house blew up (magically not destroying ours of course) and I've just been sitting here watching Bones completely oblivious to the act... alright, not really, but I'm sure that all could have happened and I just would have been like "LaLaLaLa David Boreanaz you're amazingly good looking!"

    In other horrid yet somehow savior like news, I am going back to Ferraro's. Hostessing, for the love of all creation, I really DO NOT want to serve again. JCP is amazing, I love it... I really do, problem is there just aren't enough hours for the amount of employees, and let's not be coy here, There is still SO MUCH I need to learn in that camera room before they unleash me to it. So in the mean time, I'll tack on a few hours there and mainly grab my income at Ferraro's. I just want to point out, I am NOT looking forward to returning there. I told myself once I left, I wasn't going back. I feel like I failed in some ways. ... but alas, as Amber has helped me to see... "It's a pay check." as opposed to NO paycheck... I like my chances here.

    Well, I am back to watching Bones, I'm barely to the end of season one, and I still have 3 more seasons... eventually, I'll take a break, but I figured what the hell no time like the present to beast through these seasons, I sadly have the time... for now.
    Happy Holidays All!
    ( I doubt I'll be blogging anytime before then.)

Thursday, 11 December 2008

  • "I've Been Waiting On My Own Too Long..."

    This… is going to be one interesting blog that probably no one is going to read.

    Topic 1: My truck is yet again costing us more than it’s worth. 800+ dollars to fix this fucking issue they found. All that happened was my 4 wheel drive got stuck, and now they have like 10000000 things to fix.

    Topic 2: Trish invited me over and cooked dinner. It was so good! It was a nice refreshment, kick back have a drink with Jay and catch up. It’s been far too long since I had seen them. I won’t even get into how big Sean is getting, really makes me feel old! Then again, it also reminded me why I just shouldn’t have kids, I’m too OCD for the drool and everything else. –Shivers-

    Topic 3: WINTER BREAK BITCHES! Woot! Sorry, but it’s currently the only thing that I’m looking forward to at the moment.

    Topic 4: I am currently obsessed with the song “This Year’s Love”.

    Last but certainly not least,

     Topic 5: I FEEL LIKE SOMEONE IS RIPPING MY UTERUS OUT WITH A BLUNT SCREWDRIVER.

    … That is all.

    Enjoy your nights!

Wednesday, 10 December 2008

  • I am...

    Twilight Test
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    So, for some reason or another, my horoscope for today really amused me...

    Wednesday, December 10
    Your subconscious mind is very fertile and creative right now and you will find yourself almost exploding with ideas. You could find yourself making secret or serendipitous connections with people who share your interests. Romance is possible.

    In other news, I have my final exam tomorrow. I'm not feeling too confident about this one, I've spent most of my time bothering with Victimology and my Writing paper. The good news, Sociology I already had a good grade in, so who knows.

    So because my truck is a piece of shit, I have to drive all the way out to Progressive... again, so they can fix it. It's really starting to feel like all I ever do is fix my damn truck. Ugh! Alright, well... I guess that's enough complaining for the time being.

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  • Mam na imie Cassandra! Here it goes… I love blue jeans, hoodies and t-shirts. Sometimes I snort when I laugh, and I really don’t know why. I love to scream sing while I’m driving in my truck… until I realize I forgot to roll the windows up… He He. Sometimes I listen to songs on repeat. Weekend mornings you can find me dancing around my room in my underwear to whatever is on the radio. I like to catch lightning bugs! I'll randomly get up and go for a drive, with no destination. I have a collection of knives and daggers, they're pretty! ^.^ I color coordinate my closet. I randomly have a bottle collection growing on my dresser; again, I don’t know why… lol. I also have a growing collection of stuffed piggies! When I’m bored, I somehow end up cleaning, as if that’s a better alternative. I love movies... sometimes I go alone. When I'm nervous, I fidget and end up removing any nail polish I might be wearing at the current moment...

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